^^Why write a book?

Why pursue one of the most daunting, arrogant and stupidest projects one can make as a human being?

I guess this blog should cover my understanding of what should I accomplish in writing a book about myslelf and how I am coping with the aftermath of the initial effects of the pandemic. It is a personal pursuit as I’m trying to understand how the interplay of the coronavirus and reaction of nation states create this new chapter in our history. It is very hard to capture in words to be honest, how multiple important problems are interconnecting to amplify suffering - for both us and the natural world.

Us humans are capable of the most magnificent things any animal can do. Build cities, create art and be conscious enough to love, hate or fear. I fell very fortunate to have the constant discussion with myself and acknowledge how blessed are we and unlike the average person…which is struggling in this crisis… will not be able to have the chance to even reflect…In every thing that we can and cannot do, I bet the chance to exert our utmost capacity to recognize and stop evil in this world or do tremendous good…that is fueling the drive, unfathomable hunger to taste this torturing task of crafting words into this blog. It is a painfult exertion of focus and out of focus, creating a war within myself whenever I seat in my least favorite chair.

Balancing life, building relationships and working almost everyday is going to be the constant of my next five to ten years. I really have no clue on how the next two years will pan out, I bet it will be crucial to determining where will this project lead me. It is also dependent on the stability of my work, Cayman and the world…too much uncertainty. Yet this strive to write is requiring space and time. So much is at stake to.

PS>>>> needs editing. A lot of it.