I’m still struggling to understand what is happening in the world now…too many factors to concider on to what direction I can take…I’m thinking that attempting to detail this complexities in written form can help me come to terms to what decisions I should make moving forward…
I’m having difficulty understanding striking forces that are at play at the present. I’m in fear that I make a dumb move that will hinder me from adapting to what can happen. This might just be over thinking or am I going insane? I’m pretty sure I am not…
Let me outline why I am not crazy and not over thinking what can play out in the future. I naturally gravitate to any form of information. Each pattern, idea or experience gives me a certain piece that I can find relevance to the grand scheme of things. What are these things that are in play that I am being drawn into?
There are a lot of things still that bothers me, yet this list is tremendously big enough to understand. Maybe drafting a book about trying to understand these forces is a great idea. Maybe this might tip myself to insanity instead? I guess not. I should write more about this.
Posted July 12, 2020